Monday, February 28, 2005
yoz.... time really flies.... its now week 5 of my project and i'm still stuck... i'm seriously at my wits end right now.... whatever i do, the damn program doesn't seem to work.... and worse still, i think my supervisor is pissed at me.... oh well.... O level results coming out today.... still remembered the time when i was taking my results.... and i remember feeling very numb, cause i simply wasn't expecting much.... haha.... oh yah, happy belated birthday to zin! heh.... you muz really like that thing we bought ya huh? haha..... great to know that you enjoyed yourself on sat with chantel.... cheers to that!! you are now as old as me.... so do enjoy your new age!! cheers once again!!
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2/28/2005 11:48:00 am
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
yea, i juz pissed off my supervisor today..... stupid.....
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2/22/2005 10:48:00 pm
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Will i survive?
Am i that stupid, or is it juz a phase;
Why do i not know, the next step i am supposed to take;
Feeling so helpless, as all these flood my mind;
And i thought to myself, will i survive?
I always knew, that it would be hard;
But never did i know, that it would kill me inside;
Like a bloodthirsty vampire, longing for its prey;
Sucking the life out of me, and leaving me to die;
Evil surrounds me, as it laughs at my misery;
Knowing that it has finally, found a way to break me in;
I try to fight it, but i am juz too weak;
So i wonder once again, will i survive?
once again, another sucky short poem from me.... :)
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2/22/2005 10:35:00 pm
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
yo peeps! its going to be the 3rd week of my project and i still don't know shit.... oh well, i'm gonna take one day at a time.... oh yah, i passed my napfa!!! i finally passed!!! woo hoo!! i feel good baby! hear that akil? i'm feeling good!! man, that sounds sick.... and its valentines tmr... i'll be spending it with the person i love the most.... MYSELF!! hah! i'm a crazy weirdo jackass.... hey, they should make it a holiday tmr... i mean, they want more people to fall in love and stuff cause they simply want us to make more babies right.... so shouldn't they make it a public holiday so as to entice more peeps to fall in love and then in the process get married and have kids.... hmmm..... that's something to ponder bout.... haha... gosh, what crap have i been talking bout.... i'm feeling a bit high today, so please do pardon me.... another thing, i've decided to get rid of my nick which has been described as depressing by wonderful friends of mine.... and also because i think its too damn cliche.... to think that i've been stuck with it for almost 2 years.... well, never mind bout that....
i juz realised that a lot of my friends have been falling out of love, or are having second thoughts bout it... hmmm.... and it seems that it's all happening in the past month or so.... well, cheer up peeps... being single is not all that bad... in fact, its a happening life!! don't be depressed bout it.... you peeps are much stronger than you think.... oh well.... i've got to go now.... cheers peeps!! happy valentines!!
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2/13/2005 08:32:00 pm
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Friday, February 04, 2005
hey ya.... i'm now in my lab in the midst of doing the research for my project.... yea, i'm in my project phase now.... i'm feeling damn depressed now.... everything seems so alien to me.... i don't know what i'm doing or what i'm supposed to do... to be honest, i feel totally useless and helpless.... i really don't know how i'm going to get through this.... i'm doing this project with a partner, and i'm afraid that i'll be a burden to her instead of helping her..... damn.... my friends have been saying that i shouldn't worry since i have a partner, but to me that is even worse..... cause i don't know anything and won't be contributing much.... it juz wouldn't be fair to her.... and the thing is, she herself isn't really sure bout our project.... why, why muz i be given a programming project.... its my most hated and my worse subject ever..... sigh.... sorry zin, sorry bout what i said to you yesterday.... i really didn't mean what i said.... i was juz in a really crappy mood.... i guess i juz have to pray and do my best... hopefully i'll get through this....
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2/04/2005 03:00:00 pm
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